Why don't you begin by telling us something about
yourself.
I sing and write Christian
music. I was born in Novara, Italy. My family was very poor; when I was one I got
polio and because my parents weren't able to afford the medical expenses, or to take care
of me, I was put in a home; and I went from one home to another one till I was 15. I
suffered a lot because my only desire was to be surrounded by the love of a family, to be
with friends of my own
age, and to be amongst the people.
Roberto, how did you
spend your youth?
My youth was very troubled and unhappy. During my years spent in the homes I acquired a
distorted vision of the world. I joined the "beat generation" in search of
freedom, hence I totally refused society and all its institutions. I lost nearly all
contact with my family, even though deep down in my heart I wanted to go back home. I
spent a brief period in prison for use of drugs. During a period of personal crisis. I
rediscovered my love for music. I began doing concerts with small and big musicians, and
writing songs, mostly love songs. But one day I fell into a deep depression, and it was in
this dark peaceless period that I met some young people who told me: "Jesus loves
you." They spoke to me of a place called Medjugorje where apparitions were supposedly
hap-pening. As they were telling me I was aware of an urgent need growing within me to go
there. It was August 1984 when I went with three friends. I immediately felt at home and I
felt a great need to ask for the conversion of my heart so that my life could become
simple and humble like the surroundings of Medjugorje. Back home I felt that something was
changing in me and I began to pray the Rosary every day and to go to daily Mass. It was
through doing this that I began to understand the importance of the gift of singing and I
wrote my first song entitled, "Canzone per Maria" (Song for Mary). In the
beginning I was frightened by what my friends would think but in the end I felt the urge
to speak of the faith and Mary's love to whomever I met.
How was your relationship with your family and how is
it now?
In the beginning it was fairly difficult because I was convinced to have been abandoned,
but when I discovered the faith I learnt to love and respect them for having given me
life.
Tell us about your sickness. How does it affect you?
In itself it really isn't a problem, but it became one because of the looks and the
comments of the people who met me. However, with Mary's help my handicap became God's
gift, because through the suffering caused by it I discovered the value of the cross. But
then, after all, everyone has a handicap, whether it be visible or invisible; and each
person needs to learn to accept himself as he is.
What do you think is your vocation?
I think that I am called to be a husband, a father and a Christian songwriter and singer.
Why did you choose to sing? What does it mean for
you, and what do you want to transmit to others with it?
I sing because I am a musician. Singing is how I express myself. My songs are born as a
means to help others find God, with their words of hope, faith and love for those who
suffer and for those seeking God. Singing for me has become a mission to say that God
exists.
Your voice is very popular, thanks in particular to
your "Ballata per Maria." What it is that moves your heart when you sing for
Mary?
"Ballata per Maria" (Ballad for Mary) is a token of love and acknowledgement for
what the Blessed Virgin has done in my life. She is the universal mother who not only
captured my heart, but captures the hearts of many youth. She is an infinite fount of
grace and an example of humbleness and love, for which every person should bow his head in
gratitude. "Ballata per Maria" became an international compilation which allowed
other Christian song writers/singers to express their love for Mary by assigning all the
proceeds from its sale to the children of Bosnia.
Roberto, you often do concerts before crowds of young
people. Have you ever thought of speaking to them from the stage to invite them to follow
Jesus?
I think that the things of God cannot be imposed upon the youth, but can be transmitted by
being an example and a witness.When I speak to people or to my public I speak of Jesus as
a Father, a friend and a brother who accompanies me in my journey. This is a seed that I
sow and which Jesus wants to germinate in the hearts of those who listen.
To conclude, what message would you like to offer to
the young people who will read this testimony; perhaps young people who have found the way
but are having trouble at leaving everything behind to follow Christ?
To the young people I wish to say that the way which leads to Christ is the safest and the
most gratifying way, even though at times it may appear to be difficult because of the
renunciations and sacrifices it demands. The reason is that it goes upstream with respect
to what the world offers. But don't lose courage! Instead, put the cross on your shoulders
and follow it, as He did before us. On His part, God gives us all the help we need,
through the sacraments, prayer, and the Gospel.
These act like road signs to show us the way which leads straight to the heart of Jesus. I
believe this is the most beautiful call; and I wish it upon everyone, including myself.